Bobbi Kristina Brown turns 19 on March 5 but she is telling friends that she doesn’t want to fly to Los Angeles or New Jersey to be with her family on her birthday, because she wants to be alone.

Bobbi Kristina Brown is still dealing with the devastating loss of her mother Whitney Houston and she is not excited about her birthday.

A source close to Bobbi Kristina told HollywoodLife.com that Whitney Houston’s daughter is “beside herself with grief” and doesn’t even want to celebrate her birthday.

“She feels like she has nothing to celebrate,” the source said.

“She doesn’t want a party and she doesn’t want to be around anyone except her brother Nick.”

Bobbi Kristina Brown is still dealing with the devastating loss of her mother Whitney Houston and she is not excited about her birthday, refusing to spend the big day with her family

Bobbi Kristina Brown is still living at her mother’s home in Atlanta and she reportedly tried to take her own life twice right after Whitney Houston died on February 11.